Am I OUT or IN featuring @MTVRoadies2024

Chasing Dreams: My Roadies 2024 Journey and the Reality of Staying True to Myself

                             

It’s been two sleepless days, not out of anxiety but out of a deep, burning desire to capture every second of these transformative moments. Moments when I feel I’m at the edge of manifesting my highest timeline. Like many other artists, I too have tied the clouds of hope, convinced that my unique talents would not only land me on that reality show but could get me on any stage that values real, raw artistry.

Growing up, we all watched reality shows. They filled us with hope—a small glimmer in the heart of underestimated artists, the kind who follow their art and heart with absolute devotion, despite facing countless obstacles, often from society and sometimes even their own family. I’m one of those artists. And right now, my feelings are swirling—a mix of confusion, hope, and trust in Mahadev. A deep trust that if things don't work out one way, another golden path will unfold before me.

It all started about a month ago when I went for a pre-audition for an adventure-based show. Little did I know it was for Roadies! My friends often told me I have the personality for Roadies, and when I realized what the audition was for, excitement washed over me. The first audition didn’t feel perfect, but I received great feedback on my looks, which boosted my confidence. I was called for another try, and this time, it went better than I could’ve imagined. It was Ganesh Chaturthi, and I opened up about a deeply personal secret, something that happened in my teenage years—a story I had never shared before. It was about an incident that led to someone going to jail, all because of the threats I faced from my stepfather. Speaking this truth took an ocean of courage, and the audition video lasted over 35 minutes.

The GD 1 happened two days ago. I was chest number DEL-1935. After standing in line for hours and reaching the venue at 6 a.m., I finally finished my round at 5:30 p.m. I was filled with confidence and hope that I’d be called for the second round. However, by midnight, no message or call had come. As the hours passed—1 a.m., 2 a.m., 3 a.m.—still nothing. I played neuroplasticity music to calm myself, but sleep refused to come.

As a freelancer, I had already lined up a business trip—anchoring for a cricket event—and I had blocked five days for it. Life had to move forward. I couldn’t dwell on not getting the call for Roadies. So, I packed my stuff and began my journey, a three-hour drive to my work location.

But just as life would have it, the call I’d been waiting for finally came, when half the first day had already passed. They apologized, blaming technical issues for the delayed message. When I told them how far I was from the venue, they asked me to come to Chandigarh on the 15th for GD 2. In my excitement, I immediately said yes, forgetting that I had a business trip, an important one that would impact my reputation if I ditched it.

When I called them back, hoping to shift my round to Pune on the 20th, I was told that my name wasn’t in the GD 2 list anymore. I was crushed. How could they, the same people who had called me moments ago, now tell me this? It felt like betrayal, an irony that echoed the very theme of this season, Ab Hoga Dhokha Pe Dhokha.  The disappointment hit hard, and it was a harsh reminder of how the material world can sometimes disregard the dreams, struggles, and emotions of real artists.

But here's the thing: as much as this situation stings, I have faith that if this door didn’t open, there’s another path waiting for me—a path strewn with golden leaves, leading to something even better. I’ve learned, yet again, that while this world can be filled with people who don't understand your journey, it's up to you to keep walking, keep manifesting, and keep believing in your highest timeline. This is just a detour, not the end.

Takeaway:

Sometimes, our journey to success takes unexpected turns. There will be moments when our dreams seem within reach, only to be snatched away at the last second. But these moments are not defeats—they are redirections. Keep trusting your path, and never compromise your values for temporary gains. Success is not just about reaching the destination; it's about the journey you take and the lessons you learn along the way.

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FORGET TO MENTION BUT THEY LITERALLY ARE KEEPING UP WELL WITH THIS SEASON'S THEME 

#ABHOGADHOKEPEDHOKA 

This blog is a reflection of perseverance, of the real-life hustle behind dreams. For those who have faced rejection and felt the sting of broken promises, remember that it is the road less travelled that often leads to the most beautiful destinations. Keep following your inner universe, for it knows the path to your success.